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My future is so limitless
But as a Christian I feel limited
Because I aspire you be successful and wealthy which is considered tainted
Thus It conflicts with the vision of my path that you’ve painted
It makes me anxious
I fear that I will be subjected to sanctions
But Lord, when I come to you don’t tell me where my place is
I’m forced attempt to find happiness but after so long I just fake it
Not sure of when you’re blessing me
Don’t know if you’re displeased or just testing me
Are you putting up hurdles because you’re really just pushing me?
Or is it because you have more in store for me
Are you reaching out for me?
Lord, I wish you’d just speak to me.


Is it blessing, testing, or a lesson?